New Years

I was planning to write a huge entry about this but I really just cant recall half the details. I basicly remeber going out with Morris cause Cj was working. We caught up watched the fireworks at docklands then toddled off to Cj's work. We were out untill about 10am I smoked a lot of speed and basicly cant recall all that much.

Unfortunatly the one night turned into a 4 day binge ending on Tuesday morning when I finally slept for about 16 hours. I'm not proud of myself for this little lapse and although I wish I could say it was all worth it I dont think it was.

I look back at my lifestyle privious that did involve alot of drugs and basicly shake my head, I guess its true that I have little control once I get going. More importantly If I have stuff I cant leave it alone... So now I'm back on the straight and narrow and basicly have got to grow up and say righto I will NEVER binge out like that again...

I feel better now I've confessed!