Allright Im up!

Good god, It's only 1pm and my phone has been rinnging all morning, I swear I give up sleep is just not going to be an option today... maybe I can go the movies or something and sleep there...

First phone call -Can you work this morning- No, I've had just over an hours sleep
2nd call - Vodafone - Just a costomer service call to see if your happy with the service... Other than the fact your ringing me at 930 in the morning I really can't complain
3rd call - Work again, can you work this afternoon... No and if you ring again I wont be working tomorrow either...
4th Call - Cj's mum to tell me all about Kylies ultrasound results which unfortunatly results in me cracking it hardcore about respect, personal space and the fact that i've just lost a baby therefore dont really want to hear about hers... Not that I dont care (cause I do) I just need to prepare myself for baby talk which I wasn't cause I was attempting to sleep.
5th Call - Cj making sure im ok after i tear chunks out of his mum, Yes im fine but if you dont let me sleep I'm going to buy a gun
6th (and final) call - Kerry rang from Sydney to tell me that Alice died this morning in Melbourne. Unable to contact Cathlin who's on a plane from Perth but got dressed and hauled my ass to the hospital for damage control. Got everyone organised and came home... However I'm not going back to bed because I know the phone is going to start ringing again. This phonecall I have no issues with reciving, though it did start badly when I talked to Kez for atleast 2 minutes before I realised who she was or who Alice was... not good.

So here I am, I only shudder to think what I look like.... I think I need coffee? It's 36 out there atm which isn't good, I think i need to move, maybe to Tasmania or Alaska... damm heat.

Just to clarify I rang Cj's mum back and apologised for my short temper which she was very gracious about, I think Cj is on damage control with that end of the world poor baby has to put up with my shit and then fix things when I crack the sads with his lot.

OK the story with Cj's Family!
When I first fell pregnent It was a huge hush hush drama. Cj's Sister has been on IVF for 2 cyles which had at the time failed so we were not to talk about it as not to upset the situation. Which was fine, untill we found out that his mother had allready told everyone except her but including her husband. Therefore it was decided that telling her would be best as she would get very angry when she found out later that noone told her.
Anyway turns out the second run was sucessful and she falls pregnant. YIPPA!!! she about 3 weeks behind me and we have a huge awesome moment. Everythings chugging along I start bleeding and tell Cj blah blah blah. When I find out the babys gone his mother 'rings me just to chat' (which means there was an informant somewhere) So i tell her whats happened to which she responds 'It's ok at least you wern't trying as ling as Kylie"

As you can imagine I was not impressed, Therefore began avioding his family which were in no way making any leaniances towards our situation whenever we did put in a apprearence it was all about Kylies baby... so I basicly stopped seeing them. Eventually Came clean to his Dad about what was going on and had a good cry which he then tried to tell the others which made things worse.

Now however it's all starting to cool off, amusing that the only person who wasn't pissing me off is Kylie who was strictly speaking the only one who should have been involved.

So there's the story,
I'm going for coffee!