Surprise!

Sometimes something comes along and just blows you mind...

I'm pregnant again, I cant belive it, I feel like all i've done for the past months is be bitter and twisted about everything, plus beinga compleate bitch to Cj.

Its funny cause right now I cant tell! We decided that keeping it all under wraps would be best for a little while at least untill I figure out how pregnant I am becuase in all of my brilliance I cannot remeber for the life of me when my last period was, The doctor and I estemated 4 weeks but when I got the blood results I had and outstanding 3000 count result which puts me at 5 weeks. What a fucking mess.... LOL

We've managed to aviod Cj's parents for 4 weeks now which is an achivment plus some.... my bad I guess im still all bitter and twisted about all there bull.

Be happy, I am but i'm also terrified, if I have to loose it again i'm going to have a breakdown, I had a dream about Kylies baby, its a boy.... prey they dont name it boris!